Since that last message, have not received anything - that's almost coming on a month now. I definitely pushed the boundaries with this one. I went NC so I could go forward and forget about her. But she declined every single attempt for a coffee, saying she wasnt ready or that it could wait 6months+. It’s odd, and makes me think I would still have a chance. She is surprisingly still upset, even after 2 months post-break. It’s very hard because I still love her and I’m thinking about that dream we couldve shared. We were fighting way too much and was scared that we wouldve screwed everything. She wanted kids me with, I didnt want to. Stay strong on that radio silence i know it’s hard sometimes! You’ll be more able to see those kind of behaviors with the next one as well for being able to end it quicker, if needed. I feel like that person clearly doesn’t deserve you.Īlso, I feel somehow it was great you’ve met that same person in order to evolve and become stronger for a person that does deserve it. Had I not been stronger, and I am much stronger now having been away from her, I would've played into the same old bullshit, stuck in limbo. That's why any type of message I receive. I had lied to myself for a very long time. It's better than believing in something that isn't going to happen. But it's better than being around someone who doesn't love or respect you as a person. what the fuck was the point.īut it was hard. I went dark, because I realized if nothing came of it in the last 3 years, and she was already seeing someone. She was manipulative and would say very emasculating things. Finally found out in June that she had started seeing someone after we had a fight in May. Over those three years, a lot of back and forth. We had dated 3 years ago, broke up, and stayed really close. I broke ties with her in June because I realized she could be a really shitty person. She used to call me that towards the end, "best". /r/SuicideWatch (1-800-273-TALK for the suicide prevention lifeline)Īll of these within the month of September, about a month into radio silence.Furthermore, we always recommending seeking your local mental healthcare clinic. If you are feeling suicidal or want to self-harm, contact a prevention hotline immediately. The Post-Breakup Guide to Dealing with Social Media and Your Ex Join our forum! | Join our Discord chat! | Join our telegram chat!
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